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[Nov. 14th, 2004|07:33 pm] |
hoy me picharon un no-hitter y juego perfecto de 14 entradas. muy obvio, en realidad no me sorprendio. haha.
y muchas cosas superficiales, que hasta en la forma de hablar, escribir, pensar, se nota que no es sincero, que lo que quiere es encajar en un sitio que ya estaba dentro, y me pregunto "porque tratar de encajar en algo qu estaba dentro y joderse tanto, para algo que ya se tiene?" a la verdad no se, porque se nota que no esta completamente satisfecho, que lo hace para estar con el flow, y al final la persona que se jode toa son los demas, los que en realidad se preocupan. y por preocuparse lo pierden todo, y hasta mentiras se dicen de ellos. wao, a la verda lo que hace la gente, o las influencias. despues de todo he estado pensando en muchas cosas ultimamente y no me sorprende que todo haya sido forzado porque no le caigo bien a alguien o lo que sea, pq en realidad no habia ninguna cosa por la cual tubo que pasar, y hasta donde se, si uno se preocupa por alguien, es mejor que si no se preocupa y no le importa ni ayuda.
esta bien cabron, que me llamen a mi a preguntarme sobre lo que paso, cuando yo era el mas lejos que estaba, entonces cuales son los verdaderos amigos, los que estan alli al lado de uno o los que uno ni les quiere hablar. pero lo que me pregunto es, pq me dicen a mi que les diga a ellos como esta la situacion cuando ellos son los mas cerca y deben saber mucho mas que yo, y esperan a que yo sepa para entonces saber. eso se llama amistad? para venir al otro dia, despues de ni llamar o nada, a decir "estas bien, ahi dio, estaba to preocupado (o preocupada)". que cojones a la verda, pq no llamaron ellos antes, y despues se siguen llamando amigos.
yo todavia me saco pol el fucking techo, pq en realidad no hay simple razon, no la hay, despues escuche que fui yo el culpable de todo, QUE CARAJO PASO AHI? de cuando aca fue mi intencion? eso fue lo de menos. y mas me esta que ni sikiera se queria que pasara, pq se notaba que estaba forzado a hacerlo. se atreven a decirme que yo he cambiado, hahahaha, que diablo?!, cambiado yo? NO, cambio el resto, yo solo me enfogone, amigos no son aquellos que te piden dinero cuando lo nesesitan. y yo lo digo y lo recalco, yo todavia estoy dispuesto, y siempre lo estare, y se sabe. y saben bien que yo se muchisimo mas de lo que aparento y mil veces me hago el loco y el que no vio nada. pero siempre llega el momento en que uno se fucking harta de la mierda y tiene que explotar. entonces cuando eso pasa, uno es el malo y se va al lado de los que menos se preocupan por uno para ganar algunos puntos de ser mas cool que otro, bueno, eso es lo que veo, pq en realidad no hay ninguna otra razon por la cual las cosas pasaran. para que tratar tanto, si no lo nesesitas. en realidad eso a quien afecta es a la tercera persona. al que mas lejos esta, al que no comprende la situacion, al que no puede hacer nada pq no esta cerca en ese momento, pero esta dispuesto a todo. es claro, no les caigo bien, por eso me paso lo que me paso. |
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| He's Back! |
[Nov. 4th, 2004|02:43 pm] |
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Bobby BMX is back |
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| damn |
[Nov. 3rd, 2004|08:33 pm] |
isnt like even caring, or worrying, or anything, like a good thing, even more in dificult times?
i just have to say. you're welcome. even if caring wasn't welcomed. i still care. |
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| ugly people |
[Nov. 1st, 2004|11:18 am] |
there's a lot of ugly people around campus.
i saw a dude with a tatoo of a baseball on his arm. pretty crappy.
i saw this ugly girl, with like the worst leg tattoo.
i saw this kid with like the worst haircut ever. and he was so pale white that it was scary.
so fucking weird, i saw all this ugly people in less than 3 minutes. |
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| bobby bmx news |
[Oct. 31st, 2004|02:39 pm] |
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| | Over My Dead Body | ] | last time i heard about Bobby BMX, he was on his way to europe. he went on a cruiser, cause they wouldn't let him in the airplane. but he talked to the ship owner, so he could build a ramp and practice in the ship for the duration of the trip. i talked to washed up dave, he told me he is building this ramp so he can jump from the us to england. that's fucking insane, but think about this.....how is he gonna come back? well, he's Bobby BMX, he knows what he has to do.
a lot of kids have seen Robert Bmux around. thank god and heavens Bobby is in europe. |
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| ........ |
[Oct. 29th, 2004|06:15 pm] |
today i got some new stuff for my iTunes, which included The Damned, Bad Brains (black dots, recorded before the s/t), jawbreaker, samhain, discharge, los crudos, etc....
i didn't go to my theory class, went to perc ens, had fun times there. ate an awesome pancake at dinner. waiting right now to go to HTD practice, we're gonna write new stuff for the full length now. it's weird, we're a real band now.
then later tonight, going to the studio to record guitars for double touch. then at 5am we're leaving to boston for the red sox parade.
i wanna watch pump up the volume again.
later i'll post news on bobby bmx. |
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| tonight |
[Oct. 29th, 2004|01:26 am] |
i punched a girl in the face, and then threw an apple at her face.
it ruled. |
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| refused |
[Oct. 27th, 2004|12:34 am] |
i fucking love that band.
that was all. |
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| SIKE! |
[Oct. 26th, 2004|11:47 am] |
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| | h2o | ] | damn HTD got signed to Endera Recs. we are gonna release a 7" for promo to the full length in November. it's gonna have 2 new songs and an old tune re-recorded and an Agen Orange cover. we're gonna have real merch now at shows, like posters pins and cd's and 7"'s. it's so fucked up, and w're starting to get a lot of shows. btw amateur plays live at WUML like in 2 weeks if i am not mistaken. my roomate kwan leaves tomorrow to san francisco until next week. i think i did well on my 2 midterms, i am siked about that. i have to practice for my lesson tomorrow, A LOT. i have to go eat in a lil' bit before class. hopefully the sox will win tonight. |
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| good day |
[Oct. 24th, 2004|08:47 pm] |
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yea, i was awaken by the fire drill like @ 12:30, i couldn't go to brunch, it's OK. i went to the studio during eyebeez session i think, or i think it was matta's, then i met up with ryan and dave. i called mom on the phone. then i took a shower when i got back into sheehy, then i called dave and we walked to taco bell, and we ate there, cause we were hungry. then after that we got back. i took a nap while i listened to some music. then i woke up to go to dinner. after dinner me and ditch listened to the new have heart 7". then checkers came and we went skating. i came back and started to watch the game. after the game i'm gonna study. good day i had. |
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| fucking funny! |
[Oct. 22nd, 2004|03:39 pm] |
some dude that looks like garvey interviwed me about the red sox game wednesday, and all i said was "I cried."
today i look at the newspaper and there it was:
"I cried."- said Enrique Vargas a sound recording major. |
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| hahaha |
[Oct. 22nd, 2004|02:12 am] |
CREMATE YOUR FUCKING DEAD!
hahaha, ke mierda, esta peor ke bury your dead! |
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| funny how people blame for the things they do to you |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|09:13 pm] |
.....when they are the ones that started it.
it makes happy.
reasons:
1) kids hate me in the prhc board, when they were the ones that first gave me the back. 2) two-faced people. so many it's absurd. 3) don't know what they stand for. 4) if i am something, and i stand for it, say it out loud, that's pretty lame for them. that means you're a loser. 5) i dont really need attention. the attention i got, was from them, i just spoke my mind with no regrets, cause i said what i had to say. 6) don't like it? well, i dont give a fuck. better for me, the more people dislike me, tells me who are my real friends. 7) i didn't sipped my lesson today. even though it's 30 mins long, iand i got there 30 mins late. 8) i like taiko drums. 9) i listened t rhapsody. 10) red sox beat the yankees. 4 more victoeries, REVERSE THE CURSE. 11) the cubs are fucked. 12) metal ed called me thinking i was some mario dude. 13) david ortiz looks like the black version of babe ruth, and hispanic, it's like the bizarro ruth. that means the sox will win the world series. 14) lucia and raul kissed in Angel Rebelde and Jose Armando caught them! SIKE! 15) Amor Real starts monday. i am gonna watch that. (when the world series are over) 16) playing with shanghai valentine friday. 17) playing with for the worse in rhode island NEXT friday. 18) playing WERS Boston with for the worse NEXT saturday. 19) another breath rules. 20) everyone in planet earth should be into RHAPSODY. (they came out with the Symphony of Enchanted Lands II). 21) washed up dave likes them now.
and a lot more things made my day the best.
haha, some things, that i am not gonna say, that are pretty fucking awesome happened today, haha. if you wanna know, ask me. |
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| red sox |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|11:34 am] |
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whoa. i cried like a lil' girl. |
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| what a fucking day (if i start from 12 to 12) |
[Oct. 20th, 2004|12:29 am] |
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| | rhapsody | ] | i am in the studio at 12am you know, like recording, i get the news later that the fucking red sox beat the asshole yankees, that was awesome. we finish recording, at 4:30 almost 5 we go and watch the girl next door, after finishing the basics.
i wake up, to go to my conducting class, i find out, i dont have it. awesome it's my free day.
red sox game, we beat the yankees again!
plus i got another rhapsody cd. |
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| i still care........i hope you do |
[Oct. 19th, 2004|01:06 pm] |
i always tried to tell you, you never listened. it fucked me over.
You never listen you never know never the lender you always follow cause it's you doing it you say it's alright to yourself you're lying I didn't wanna see you dying before you know it you're all alone your can is empty you feel such sorrow you think that using all your best friends is alright to yourself you're lyin' can't you see it can't you feel that your vices are ruining your life and on and on, your vices are ruining your life your mind your vices are ruining your life why can't you stop that vice from ending your life you're always missing you're always slow used to be so deep now you're so shallow another friend out there no I don't think it's right your soul is frying can't you hear your mother crying take your medicine thru your nose fine today but what about tomorrow say it does not control you but think I might you've hit rock bottom can't you use it can't you see that you're telling lies and for help you are crying I keep on knocking but there's nobody home you're telling lies, living high, now you're dying if you want somebody's help why don't you answer the door. |
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| overnights |
[Oct. 19th, 2004|12:56 pm] |
yea, well, we get there around 9:30, joe starts setting up the drumset, pos is with me, i'm chicking the microphones connections, i call rick kwan to help me with some stuff, and to get the senior microphones and stuff.
we where wondering how did the red sox do on the game. i had my hat the opposite way to give them good luck. they won, that's good. i still think St. Louis is gonna take it all. even though their series is tied 2-2 (if they haven't played again, i don't really remember).
we start recording, we had a lot of problems, first. we needed to gt a bass cab, cause Chackers forgot to bring his amp (i don't even think he owns one). then there was a problem with the headphone's mix, but we did our stuff and ended up not using it and it worked pretty well.
we get out of the studio around 4:30 am. we go to sheehy and we're dead tired, and Pos asked me to wake up ditch so we coud watch the girl next door. so we did. i watched until the part where the kid goes like "man if you don't fuck that girl, i swear to god i'll kill myself", then i went to sleep i think.
i woke up around like 11:30, took a shower, went to go to class, and my conducting class was cancelled so that's awesome. now i can watch Angel Rebelde @ 2pm. the girl from 301 that i forget her name, told me she talked at the rec center people about the job thing, so she's cool, i high-fived her.
i want to get a SSD back patch. |
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| today |
[Oct. 18th, 2004|04:32 pm] |
woke up at 9:15, took a shower, got to my classrom at 2 past 10, took the test, which was really tough. i decide to skip my acoustics cause we never do anything and they never collect homework. guess what, they collected homework today, though it's the only one i haven't handed in. went to do my proposal for recording industry. got it done, ate. went to class. got done the thing of the overnight paper, thank god alex case is the fucking shit. went back to my room, mom called, we talked, couldnt finish my homework in an hour, i am sorry abe for not going, but my homework for today it's more important than my homework for december. finished my homework @ 4:15 pm. decided to write this stuff before i go to my next class that goes out at 8pm right before i get studio time tonight for my basics. hope everything comes out right on the session tonight. |
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| saturday night was pretty cool......... |
[Oct. 17th, 2004|12:05 am] |
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| | Another Breath | ] | well, last night like around 11:30 pm i got the news that HTD was playing this show @ worccester, because hammer bros wasn't gonna be able to play at the Guns Up!/Youth Attack/Another Breath show. i was kinda pissed in the beggining cause the show was $7, and i wanted to get the another breath cd, and i only get $10 from the atm to save money, you know. so i got siked because i HAD to go to the show, and could get the cd at last. then i had an awesome conversation with ivan, that was cool, we talked about hardcore. then right before i left for the show, brit im's me and joselito was there and asked me if OMS could play the second weekend of january with motherfucking CHAMPION!, so i said yes without thinking twice about it. i called felix, and we talked about some cool stuff that i will reveal later (OMS related). i go to the dining hall, and they had rice and beans and fried chicken, awesome dinner.
we left to the show and stuff, and we play a motherfucking tight set. and then after we leave, jim death calls ditch and said he heard one of our songs being played on WERS. that was pretty fucking awesome. (not to mention that we are gonna have a show there in 2 weeks with For The Worse *bridge 9 recs*). Another Breath played fucking amazing, i got the CD at last, Guns Up! tore shit apart and were really tight. I talked to dan about some hardcore stuff including PR, and they are pretty siked, so we are gonna start working on that. now i have to talk to ivan to see if he gets Down To Nothing or Murder Weapon (we prefer DTN, but Murder Weapon is tight well).
on the ride back, me and ditch had an amazing talk about hardcore and stuff we believed in (including politics), and i think we're gonna do a Skrewdriver cover, even though i'm a PR. i don't really give a fuck, cause i know they were white power and shit, but that will make it funnier. we talked about covering judge, we talked about stay gold, and about shit talkers, we also talked about chain of strength, and about another breath and how they sounded like stay gold but not as good, but still a pretty awesome band, and that band Learn was really good, but the singer looks really weird (he dresses like a girl).
also at the show it was pretty awesome that some kids kept asking me when Los Bungalitos is playing again, i told them about last saturday and thursday too, and that if they could find some show for us, we would be there. now that i think of that, we need to record a new demo, with the new songs.
well i am talking to my friends online and forgot about this, so i'm just gonna post it, and if i rememember something else, i'll put it up sometime! |
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| man........ |
[Oct. 16th, 2004|01:01 pm] |
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| | lifetime | ] | Born to lose...................... |
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